A Time of Something New

For years I have felt that there is something much bigger out there for me. Not quite understanding the purpose of my life, I am left with the surrounding questions that stalk my every move. Searching, seeking, pursuing are the words that should be in primary sight. However, I have spent so much time trying to figure out what goals to chase, that I have failed to begin any. There are so many things I have to do... yet, I am so completely lost.. still unsure of who I am to become. The beauty that surrounds this great place is overpowering. I'm aching to become one with the earth and live in its beauty... surrounded by sweet, sweet things as I melt and become coalesced with nature.